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Loaded Quotes: Post Modernist Indecisiveness in The Bell Jar

by fyarlgiles

 

I saw my life branching out before me like the green fig tree in the story. From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and children, and another fig was a famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor, and another fig was Europe and Africa […]

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I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig tree, starving to death, just because I couldn’t make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet.

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– Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar 

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At 24, I related to Sylvia so much that  it frightened me. ( If you’re not familiar,  her story doesn’t end well). I felt her words in my bones. The fear of death without growth, the heaviness of responsibility, the inclinations to find life both meaningless and meaningful… I saw myself becoming her: A lonely, deflated, narcissist sipping on an agonizing cocktail of self-loathing  and superiority. I think maybe that is what drove me to start making decisions in my own life.

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What I understand now is that the right decisions are only right because you’ve made them. Whether you decide to be a missionary in Africa, or a pinterest-obsessed house-wife, you will be OK. The problems arise when your mortality weighs on you so heavily, that you neglect to make any decision at all.  Maybe if I don’t choose, life will stop moving and I can just stop dying. But it won’t, because no one get’s out of this world alive, and if you don’t make your own decisions, Time will make them for you.

  Don’t get me wrong. I can’t order at a McDonald’s without calling 12 friends for advice first, but I am much more capable of dealing with the big stuff in my life now that I realize I will die, and I have to make my peace with not having enough time to do ALL THE THINGS!  Decisions-real decisions– require sacrifice and commitment. So, there is no moving forward without accepting the death of those lives that  will never belong to you. 

Here’s to breaking out of Limbo

– Angie

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Lit Mash: Unmasked

by meaghanmerrifield

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“No man, for any considerable period, can wear one face to himself and another to

the multitude, without finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true.”

―Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter

“Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.”
―Oscar Wilde

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“The trouble with a mask is it never changes”
―Charles Bukowski

“Love takes off the masks we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within.”
―James Baldwin

Artwork by Dene Leigh and Colleen Cunningham

Lit Mash: It’s Me You’ll Never See

by meaghanmerrifield

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“Self-consciousness is the enemy of all art, be it acting, writing, painting, or living itself, which is the greatest art of all.”

-Ray Bradbury

Artwork by Chase Kunz

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Eyes Open to the Glittering Guts of the Wild World

by meaghanmerrifield

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“And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.”

Roald Dahl

Artwork by Quynbi Ada

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Don’t look at me, I’m hideous

by meaghanmerrifield

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“I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I need the sunshine and the paving stones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself, with only the music of my heart for company.”

Henry Miller, Tropic of Cancer

Artwork by Julien Ulvoas

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Melt in My Memories

by meaghanmerrifield

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“Remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now. Live it, feel it, cling to it. I want to become acutely aware of all I’ve taken for granted”

-Sylvia Plath

Artwork by Jesse Draxler

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Deathless Spin

by meaghanmerrifield

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“Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom.” Soren Kierkegaard

Artwork by Adam Minorczyk

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The Basics

by meaghanmerrifield

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“In art as in love, instinct is enough.” Anatole France

Artwork by  Alex Eckman-Lawn

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Only You Will Do

by meaghanmerrifield

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“I have little left in myself — I must have you. The world may laugh — may call me absurd, selfish — but it does not signify. My very soul demands you: it will be satisfied, or it will take deadly vengeance on its frame.”

-Charlotte Bronte

Artwork by Corrinne

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Shall We Dance

by meaghanmerrifield

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“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

 by Haruki Murakami

Artwork by Ruby Tingle

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